Doing the show is sometimes a lot like walking through a dream. There’s a concurrent feeling of being totally out of control and a sense of great power. I don’t know what’s going to pop up next, but I’m sure it will be something I’ve conceived whether I’m aware of it or not. I wonder where things come from and sometimes don’t figure out what they mean until later.
Sometimes I wonder: am I doing the show or is it doing me?
TL;DR; but you have pretty pictures.
I had a dream a few days ago in wich my recorded radio show was being played on the radio, and everybody at the party loved it! After a while, I started thinking this seems wrong, and I woke up. Self loathing reared its ugly head…
Excuse my french but, This post makes my mind spin at the speed of dark.
you are absolutely “doing the show” knowledge is power. whenever you hit a snafu when pressing ‘play’ you restore order through chaos followed by order. dreams do come true. great post- obituary showcasing , as always.